Friday, November 2, 2007

i'm bored...

'to be bored is to turn down cold whatever life happens to be offering you at the moment. it is to cast a jaundiced eye at life in general including most of the all your own life. you feel nothing is worth getting excited about because you are yourself not worth getting excited about.

to be bored is a way of making the least of the things you often have a sneaking suspicion you need the most.

to be bored to death is a form of suicide.'

buechner.


but how do i not be bored?

it seems like the only time when i'm not really bored is when i'm suffering or anxious or worried or heavy-laden...but i don't want to always feel like that...who would?